Your Girlfriend wanna be me .l.

2009-08-01T13:41:00.000-07:00

2009-07-26T12:58:00.000-07:00

Gw lagi bete, sekarang it's 3 58 AM. :) Gw sekarang lagi nyari guitar chords for sleepwalking... i wanna perform this song. like, serious. Dari dulu jg gw mau banget perform lagu iniiiiiii but then too malas to cari them C... now here i am... ACOUSTIC is Awesome. wth :D ONE DAY. <3

2009-07-25T22:42:00.000-07:00

Hari ini gw mau ke YY tutong lho.... itu Azee my girl mau pinjem my gown, blue doted gown.... kasian jg udah lama azee mau minjem.. baru sekarang gw bisa ketemu dia...
oh iya, i cant wait for our bikini photoshoot, this coming, next week... =) && A, Eiffel Tower.

I love asking alexandria. (L)

2009-07-25T14:08:00.000-07:00

VERY MEANINGFUL, THE LYRICS. (Y) (Y)

2009-07-25T10:18:00.000-07:00

Je suis si déçu avec le papa,j'ai 19 ans déjà:(

2009-07-19T08:51:00.000-07:00

Lucky that my breasts are small and humble
So you don't confuse them with mountains

2009-07-18T13:38:00.000-07:00

STRUMMING GUITAR.
GW LAGI HAPPY HAPPY NICH SEKARANG.
HAHA, OH YES, ITU TUH TEMEN GUE UDAH GUNDUL TUH SEKARANG. HAHA. (Y)
LUCU SICH, IMOET. HAHA. MAN, I WAS ONCE, DID ASK HIM TO GUNDUL. COBA KALO BENER BENER 'FOR YOU I WILL', PASTI MAU. :p SEKARANG UDAH, DOESN'T COUNT IN. *IT'S BECAUSE OF KAN EMANG KALO UDAH MASUK TENTERA HARUS RAMBUT NYA KAYAK GITU, SO NGOMONG SAMA TANGAN.
MATNOR GUNDUL :p lol.

2009-07-18T12:56:00.000-07:00

2009-07-17T19:54:00.000-07:00

DO NOT DISTURB.

I DON'T DISTURB YOUR LIFE. AND I WONT CARE.
JUST THAT,I HOPE YOU DO TOO. DON'T DISTURB MY LIFE. BAGONG -.-"

2009-07-17T04:01:00.000-07:00

ZulLé Pishbonne feels sad about the bombing @ JW Marriot and Ritz Carlton Hotel in Indonesia and sympathetic about how certain sinister powers plan to throw/assasinate Susilo off his presidential position. :[
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Azeem Putra at 6:44pm July 17
i just saw the news few hours ago. 9 casualties :S

ZulLé Pishbonne at 6:45pm July 17
yeahh :[ innocent people.

Afiqah Amal at 6:47pm July 17
:S yeah real BAD. :[

Azeem Putra at 6:48pm July 17
and that includes foreigners. damn terrorists!

ZulLé Pishbonne at 6:52pm July 17
Ehh, TVone just showed the possible suspect.
But he looked like a Caucasian.
Buruk deh nama Indonesia :|

Haffy Dudley at 6:53pm July 17
hahaha okay i don't mean to be rude but i just find it cute and amusing cos you all are so into it. i mean no offense, but i believe you guys are all half Indonesian right? haha okay i just find it cute! :P
and yeah, frigging terrorists! tell me about it! tsk tsk!

ZulLé Pishbonne at 6:54pm July 17
HAHA Eh Fizz.
Awwu lah, we feel so sympathetic since we both have indon in common :P
we unite here, Persatuan Indonesia bah ni.:P
You should go to Phillipinos United xD
jk.

Haffy Dudley at 6:56pm July 17
hahahahaha exactly right!
but you know, damn, I don't think Pinoys care man! hahaha let see, one day I'll post up something about the Philippines!!! i swear your freaking pinoy friend (mirul) haha wouldn't even give a damn! ahhaha how is that a Filipino United or whatever you call it hahahahaha
Well im just surprised and i seriously find it cute you all are into it hahahahaha

Sharifah Ainna at 6:57pm July 17
my dear, that IS rude. It's called having 'empathy' you know. I thought I saw the news said 61 ppl dead. btw, isn't there a typhoon or something in the philippines at the mo?

Haffy Dudley at 6:59pm July 17
whaaat haha well i thought it was cute. no bad intentions! hahaha oh my god. okay i gotta catch up with the news! the last thing I heard from CNN was the death of Michael Jackson! hahahaha and I am not so sure about the typhooooon in the philippines. :| but i'll check it later.. :D

p/s : whatever happens, :[ you go indonesia :[ and issit true about the typhoon thingy in Philippines? :s omg, why so many disasters, this lately? from H1n1, to explo, to typhoon :/

God the almighty.... God bless us muslim people. :[

2009-07-17T03:57:00.001-07:00

Nine Die In Bomb Explosions At Ritz Carlton, JW Marriot

JAKARTA, July 17 (Bernama) -- Nine people died in the bomb explosions at the JW Marriott Hotel and Ritz Carlton Hotel in the Mega Kuning commercial area here Friday, said Indonesian Coordinating Minister for Security, Widodo AS.

He said the explosions within two minutes of each other, happened at 7.45am and 7.47am.

"These were highly-explosive bombs," he told reporters in front of the damaged JW Marriott Hotel.

Widodo was accompanied by Indonesian police chief Bambang Hendarso Danuri, National Intelligence chief Syamsir Siregar and Jakarta Governor Fauzi Bowo.

Widodo was quoted as saying by the local media that the first explosion occurred at the lobby of the Marriott and followed by the second at a restaurant of the Ritz Carlton.

According to him, six were killed in the bomb explosion at the Marriott and two at Ritz Carlton, while one died at the Medistra Hospital.

He, however, at the moment declined to link the incidents to terrorism and wanted a thorough investigation to be conducted first.

2009-07-17T03:37:00.000-07:00

Why do i feel Lonely all the time?
And I wander, Does anybody else feel lonely all the time?, too?
I have so many friends. but yet.... i feel so lonely. issit normal? -.-"
Loneliness kills. -A♥

2009-07-17T02:46:00.000-07:00

Katy Perry - Thinking of You. - A♥

2009-07-17T02:02:00.000-07:00

For what is bad about doubt? -.-"
Like Bunda said ; Who made me judge and ruler anyway ?
Certainly killed that weakness with my firm heart
Certainly tells harsh things to people it'd be safer to just call,
SAFETY COMFORT ZONE.
It makes you want to convince everyone.
It gets you LOST. and Brings us down on somepoints. -.-" - A♥

2009-07-16T06:15:00.000-07:00

- A♥

2009-07-16T03:47:00.000-07:00

You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair, you know
To just keep me hanging 'round

You say you don't want to hurt me
Don't want to see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown?

And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road

There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

Now you can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
Really get it over with
And just let me move on

Don't concern yourself
With this mess you left for me
I can clean it up, you see
Just as long as you're gone

And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road

There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

You're not making up your mind
It's killing me and wasting time
I need so much more than that

2009-07-16T03:15:00.000-07:00

&& Gw Kangen : -.-" I need youuuuuu youuuuuu HUGS. :/ please? pretty please??

2009-07-16T02:16:00.000-07:00

♥ LIMON CELLO ♥
I want this, Gw pengen banget!! :[

Limoncello is very good as a digestive. It is to be served ice-cold. You can drop it on top of a dessert, a fruit salad or an ice cream. Cocktail lovers will use it in their long-drinks recipes.

Composition : alcohol, sugar, lemon. *kick them alcohol away = sugar and lemon :P

2009-07-16T01:59:00.000-07:00

:] One of my cats is Pregnant. Igun is her name (Y)
I am So excited about it, and just Can't wait, to see the kittens. :D YAYERS. ♥♥
Fill The World With Love♥ and The Cat :D :D

2009-07-15T07:05:00.000-07:00

I went to Penanjong Tutong, as usual visiting Grandma.
HAHA, Gw sempet makan BELACAN.... (Y) enakkkkkennnnn. :]
Now, Gw lagi di kereta :DDD typing ini.... && Just now gw ke Padang Perayaan, whatever you call it.... -.-" Very Hectic, i can tell. Hmm BELACAN ♥

2009-07-14T12:44:00.001-07:00

&& I Think Imma Sleep now -.-" HAHA.
I Miss you. II SERIOUSLY, SHOULD SLEEP NOW. LATER,GONNA ATTEND PANDU PUTRI. OFF.

2009-07-14T12:15:00.000-07:00

LOOK, kayak nya Afiq udah besar sekarang :P HAHA, yes i can see it. I just sent him a wall that mentioning ' cium pipi mu ' But then feel pity for him :P He's now, in progress to find A girlfriend! HAHA, and what if girls read my wall, it might scare them girls AWAY, This, i gottit from afiq. :P LOL *yes by assuming me as afiq's Girlfriend.
I found it funny but then yes. I LOVE YOU AFIQ :] imma delete my walls in a bit :P luck in finding your real Gebetan. :DD ILOVEYOULIKESHIT. && PLEASEDONTTAKEMYBABY IFWAT NOT ifuad! :DD ♥

MORAL OF THE STORY IS ; you have GROWN up :D :D

2009-07-14T11:59:00.001-07:00

2009-07-14T11:38:00.000-07:00

&& All i see is An apple Tree :)

2009-07-14T11:21:00.000-07:00

I MISS DHB!

2009-07-14T09:52:00.000-07:00

I LOVE IFWAT SYIMIR :)
HE MAKES ME HAPPY. I SHOULD PUT HIM UP TO NUMBER ONE, NUMBER ONE PRIORITY. :)

2009-07-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

I Just Said That, There Are TWO Things. But..
They Say A Person Needs Just Three Things To Be Truly Happy In This World ..

&& But one thing, to never forget, :) and There are Three now.
Eiffel Tower <3

2009-07-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

There are two things in life i would have appreciated. one, Having A mom, just like Bunda :) I love you Bunda.... Cry when you feel like crying, Bunda.... This girl will always find her way, to be with you :') Two, To be loved.

Life's not easy. I went to Pertama Jaya just now. Guess what, I saw an old man,He was sitting on the floor while selling them fruits. its been a while, I didn't see him. It opened my eyes. Really, that everyone's the same. :') all are beautiful. Sympathy for an old man, i know wont be enough. It's kind of, disrespectful. Calling people, old. lets just bingo it to nenek :) yes that nenek. :'[ When i saw him, i was stuck in a view that,yet he managed a smile while selling them fruits. God. I'm touched. So I asked dad for Banana. lets lend some money, even though gak banyak, if only, i were a Rich man. -.-" you wont be seeing him there no more. i think it would be fine if its in the proper spot.

I love people. :]
I may understand This best after all.

2009-07-14T02:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO, AMIR :) A GOOD BEST FRIEND OF MINE.:] WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS FOR A LONG TIME. LOL, Since 2007. :]
NOW, HE IS STUDYING IN KOREA. * I know you can't wait,to go back To Malaysia.
Well Amir, GODBLESS. All the best. :D

2009-07-12T02:58:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EJAM, COUSIN :) GODBLESS. GW SAYANG SM LO.
P/s : KAU CUTE xx. HAHA.

2009-07-12T02:43:00.000-07:00

UNHEARTED <3

2009-07-11T09:06:00.000-07:00

&& Ini Rockstar Gw :D :D ( Top of the list )

2009-07-11T08:57:00.001-07:00

Killing time with, listening to Michelle Branch, My all time idol =)
Her Voice is so unique. =) I wish i can sing like her (Y)
oh yes, i found one,that she's half of Indonesian too. Gokil .... :)

I think imma sleep after this, (Lullaby is on, michelle's)
Goodnight. =) "Teacher" xDD

2009-07-11T03:29:00.000-07:00

I miss Ifwat syimir :/ hows his first day, this morning. I wander :3 Hope he's doing fine now. it might be a little bit awkward, since its a new class for them new students. I hope he makes,good friends with them. Later imma start at 7 till 9 -.-"

I think imma buy crayons later,told daddy about it :D and i know,he would buy it for me.
:P or else, you'll be seeing me pout all the time. HAHA fatal, very fatal options :P

Right, ntar gw update lg :D
p/s : gw syg tu cowok. :D

2009-07-10T10:04:00.000-07:00

I Love This Deck (Y) Mark Appleyard's. (FLIP)
shit, I wanna buy it -.-" wait till the day i become RICH.

2009-07-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

Let's back to the drawing board. :D :D I feel like, I wanna Draw something :[ but i don't have any crayons. (U) I need to buy one :/ Gak tau gimana bs hilang crayons gw :[ jadi a little bit sad. (R) gw pengen Draw a Big rainbow!! :D Then Imma stick it on my bed-wall. I even, can draw anything i want, all over my wall. xD xD That, imma do it just right after i got my own crayons. But, one thing left! :/ dad! i know he wont let me :[ sigh.... y susah dech,gw gak pasti kalo papah ngijinin. :[
kalo aj ada tempat yg punya byk wall bs di grafiti :/ kan seru :C :C kayak, i just have to leave it there, my wish. :/ nvm. Imma still wishing for it :DD maybe someday bs. Oh yes! and good news! I just found my old piggy bank! HAHA. Well im thinking of keeping money in it. but the question remains ;/ will i ever be able to fill my piggy bank?? HAHA it dech masalah ny. sigh again! :( HAHA kayak org stress aj gw mikirin ginian LOL. whateves (U) you see, i am so jobless!! y Gimana lg :'[ I wanna buy more gowns and High heels, i need them like serious :[ gimana mau ngumpul uang kalo kayak gini, udah gawat nich............ I miss Indonesiaaaaa, gw kangen sm keluarga besar gw disana, di bogor :S idk, pas gw baca sms nya el, gw kayak ngerasa mau cepetcepet pulang :( Damn, lama banget se december nya. gw gak betahh nichh :'(
ee semua ny berantakan sichhh, gak bs bobo lg :'( udah gt, lonely lg. :( I seem to miss semua nya, people around gw. i need a big hug :/ and gw pengen hug every each person!! p/s : I miss "you" (L) (L)

gw udahan dl y, kapankapan gw nyambung lg. oh yes to this one particular male :D
gw syg lho, later km udah mulai sekolahan nya (Y) so yeah, study yg benerrrr! <3you!>

2009-07-10T07:58:00.000-07:00

Vierra - Rasa ini (L)

ku tak percaya
kau ada di sini
menemaniku di saat dia pergi
sungguh bahagia
kau ada di sini
menghapus semua
sakit yang ku rasa

mungkinkah kau merasakan
semua yang ku pasrahkan
kenanglah kasih

ku suka dirinya
mungkin aku sayang
namun apakah mungkin
kau menjadi milikku

kau pernah menjadi
menjadi miliknya
namun salahkah aku
bila ku pendam rasa ini

2009-07-10T04:54:00.000-07:00

Today's Friday :] I got nothing to do at home :/ sigh. Beneren gw gak tau mau ngapain lg. It's clear that i am dead bored! -.-" I miss Azee and Aqee. it seems like, we are so far from each other now. unlike, Before. It's now, not the same no more, I can sense it :( But whatever happens i love them, both (L) Or issit me the one who being too sensitive here ?? :[ If it goes that way, well my bad. Maybe this I am just too much missing them :[ I cant seem to understand myself :/ this lately gw deg-degan gt dech gak tau knp,but i am so sure this must be related with my sleepless nights. -.-"
I just don't wanna take sleeping pills to find sleep. I want a normal-life with pills-free, wish to organise my daily schedule in a proper way. Like, wake up early, Jogging. Study. what now is A 'disaster' !! yes, thats how i consider myself for now -.-" I always sleep at late hour! and it leads to telat bangunnya. which is NOT GOOD -.-" see, i am nagging now, complaining around. its me, the one who lead to Lazy-ness. (R)

&& Not to far, Like, now -.-" I am For real, so jobless baby. :( how should i resist this? :/ dead-minded, I think i am now. HAHA. LOL. I miss you IFWAT SYIMIR. (L) gw udah liat photony dia, chilling with short hair now :P LOL!! Happy schooling! :D :D :D :D

2009-07-09T13:13:00.000-07:00

Well,obviously this is my new blog.HAHA. kalian semua pasti pd kaget.But yes,I seriously am,need a new blog.Just for my own satisfaction,The safety i in need.And just feel like making new.oh yes, sekarang udah jam 4 21 AM,omg the sunset is coming!! :[koq gw degdegan gt sich, ada apa dgn gw?? (Y)Gw kangen banget sm bunda, ini udah kerasa :[gw syg banget sm bunda! :'[It would be great kalo gw bs hidup bareng ama bunda (Y)gokil abis tuh di bogor, gw suka!! (L)

Oh yes,Ifwat Syimir, udah fulfill one of his mission, in invading the technical.He's gonna start the study, this Saturday.HAHA for sure,he'll be cutting his hair,as soon as possible.who knows?tomorrow?? :D i eager to see his new hair :D but,anyway,Congratulation to you :D Belajar yg bener.I think at my age now,what most important is,to study.it is worth it in Hunting the Good Bright future life. (Y)I am now too,i am starting to see that. MONEY is Important! god, i am not being a Gold digger, but then we face the fact that,after all we are all relying to money.so yes,i need to work hard in upgrading my life. HAHA. you see my determination, is growing!! :D

Tomorrow,one of me good friend,Muhammand Nor Bin Awg Jali,Gonna start his Recruit-time! HAHA kay ngak ngerasa aj, he is grown up :P LOL. it was back in 2006, while we were 16. HAHAHA. gak! mikir ny skrg masingmasing udah mau kerja. :D :D :D we are 19 now! :D HAHA. All the best to you :) imma see you 6 months later. Godbless you// I'll keep you Phone, Nicely. :D find me back. and me?I got conditional offer by the nursing college. :) i think,imma just go for it (Y) my will is there. not anywhere.

Gw skrg lg bingung nich mau nyanyiin lgu apah for then farewell :[I must choose, the ones that suits my voice to be exact.i've listed the songs, its now, kaka Rara and basil punya Turn to choose. Since they're awesome :)

I miss Nudiya sunshine :[ kapan y kt bs ktm lg :[

so yes, i hope it's a good new start!! :)